Beginning of the End

[TimR]

Sparks, I like your wording better than my own. It is a 6mo policy but paid monthly. Just how my insurance does it I guess. But I think I will pay for March and bring it up in mid-March about dropping her car off the policy. It is the timing thing and regardless I know I am going to be attacked any way I do it. The past couple months show me if for some reason I am not doing exactly what she thinks I should be, I am a horrible person and that is why she left me. This includes not reimbursing her for the small amount she paid on the past due water bill.

Anyway, I am feeling a bit better today, although I still woke again three times, I did manage to get some sleep. I had a good work out last night although for some reason S did not call me to go. I am thinking he probably fell asleep and slept through the night cause he did not respond to my goodnight text. I am really sore today from diving so much into working out. Yet just like the emotional pain, the physical pain will go away too. In fact I wish the emotional pain would go away as quickly as the physical will.

I got coaching tonight and then I will drop off S. I think after that I may run and get a shower and go out for a beer. My area stinks because we are so rural that is about the only nighttime social activity. I am not a big bar guy but at least it will keep me from sitting home alone moping. Instead I will sit alone surrounded by people.