Ghost Busting Round Six - it's about me

[ATPeace]

I sence that I am getting close to the end and I know some will say that it ended the day she dropped the bomb i do not think that she will to to mediation I believe that so much will need to be talked about. With regard to the child care.

This was the point that I was dreading the most solicitors have been instructed and I hope that she is as fair as she said she was going to be.

I am still very attached to her but have been gal for the past few weeks and have been trying to distance myself but as most know I have found this extremely difficult.

The reality of this is starting to sink in

I want to write her a letter But I am totally at a loss as to what I would say I doubt there is anything I could write that could possibly help or change anything in fact I know nothing will change things I just do not want to feel that I could have done something else .

She has been a part of my life for the last 26 years and not having her in my life will leave a massive empty hole.

I worry that I will not be a good enough dad