Thank you Jelly.

I am trying. I have most of all my papers filled if I need them.

I have a back up plan on where to move if I need it.

I have done everything I can so far to make sure if he ever went crazy I can just leave and be okay.

I don't think he would ever hurt me physically but then again I don't feel like I know him.

I should be seeing a regular counselor- psychiatrist soon to see if that helps.

I'm seeing my normal doctor today.

I will be a strong person one day at a time.

I'm not going to try to make him jealous.

I'm not going to ignore him.

Im not going to have long talks.

Just try to be a decent coparent to the best of my ability for right now.

Its all I can think of doing for myself to make me okay right now

Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19