Thanks and getting away from both of them was the best thing I've done. I have had urges to do both but haven't. With a clear mind I can see how much both did totally damage our relationship
I do feel like I'm in a pretty good place and look forward to being in an even better place. I have been trying to connect with people a lot more then I used to. I have met some new people but a lot of them I already knew just never took the time to really connect. I never was a big reader but through all of this I started reading everything I could. From self help to save the marriage and tons of stuff on here. It just started to make more sense. I still think it [censored] but whatever will be will be.
One of the things I have been reading is stuff from The Authentic Man Program and I think it's pretty cool. They give you tips on how to be the best you and drop all the habits you have picked up through your life. Basically become a stripped down version of you that is more aware and present in your interactions with everyone.
Thanks for your reply and hang in there brother!!!
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