Hope,

I am so sorry you are hurting.

I know it must be so hard to get your mind off of anything else.

If H comes to visit you, you are going to have to dig deep and appear to be ok. Read Sandi's rules a bunch of times before he comes over.

Do you have some friends you can lean on right now? Someone to meet you for a coffee somewhere?

We are all here for you. Come here and vent when you need to.

Hang in there.