Well somewhat out of my meltdown last night. Only got 2 hours of sleep. It is very frustrating when sleep becomes your enemy because your mind wont stop racing. The anger is still there and trying to come to grips with it. All I can think of doing something to hurt her, then think I should not act until I calm down. For example she is still on my car insurance, I was thinking about calling and cancelling on her car today. Obviously not a good idea because it is completely out of anger. Then I think I should contact her and let her know she has till the end of the month before I cancel it. Not sure if the motivation there would be out of anger. Probably but why should I continue to pay.
Also thinking about filing for custody of the S13. He has been saying about wanting to live with me. I know this would not sit well for her and she would view it as an attack. But it may be better to do it now before too much time passes.
Needless to say I am trying to figure things out while my brain is not working properly!
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16
