NC can be hard. Today I tried a forgiveness meditation which brought up a lot of emotions. Found myself thinking about her miss you message and wishing I had asked In what way? Too late now. She has been posting on a wider family message group photos of food she has cooked to give to S today. Later she texted me for the first time since Monday to ask me to look for a couple of books to give to S for her this afternoon.She can't remember the title of one so I texted back saying I'd try if I had time and asking for more info. She didn't reply. Feel disappointed that I feel so affected by her and fighting the urge to text more being chatty about S and all the other things we used to talk about.
