I'm eager to learn more about your sitch as well. There are a ton of us (LBH) on this board...lots of wisdom and support from some vets who have 'been there and done that'.
Know this...applying the DBing rules can/will make a difference. In YOU! It won't be easy...and you will screw up. A lot. (Well...you will if you're like me)...but it will make positive changes in your perspective. Keep your head up!
Ojap M 13 T 15 D 11 D 11 D 9 BD #1: ILYBNILWY 09/2015 BD #2: W asks for S 12/2015 ---------- Currently: Limbo