In House S (7)

[vise82]

Hey,

Tough day, After going to mortgage broker I have an offer together for a house I was looking at. Then I see the owner has relisted it. And so far has not replied to my offer.

W has brought more paper work for me for the S agreement that was in her words so easy it will take a couple of days. Looks like so not true, it will be in two parts and the second part will take weeks.

So far I am just taking this stuff and not signing it till I see my lawyer.

We had the realization yesterday that its almost time to talk to the kids. That is a reality taste. I feel so bad for them.

I was applying for credit rebuilding credit as per the Broker and was denied.

and I am doing this stuff and W start hanging around to see what I am doing. I am getting mad. I don't want to do this stuff in the first place and I sure don't want her looking over my shoulder as I do it. She is the reason I am doing this paper work in the first place. I told her to back off and I had my limit today with this S stuff and to just leave me alone.

IT IS ALL TO UNBELIVEABLE THAT SHE WANTS THIS.

And I am to fake it that I am ok with it? To give no resistance to let her have this?

She is so happy that the housing market is so good right now. That is such a good time to sell. We are going to get so much money she tells me. Fukc off I don't want the money I want my life back. I am just frustrated. And frustrated that I cant show her that I am frustrated.