Hi Lady V. So sorry your down. You have a mountain to climb re work and your getting there.
It's not self pity , your faced with a huge task and it' would daunt anyone You faced a AHole of a H and suffered for a long time. No one would just get over this AND deal with a sabotaged business at the same time. Cut yourself some slack and know that many people would never get to this point , let alone get past it
Your a force of nature and a wonderful person , give yourself time.
Please post often for a while so we can offer the support you deserve
I'll meet PP at Gatwick and have a quick chat with H !!!!!!