Well I can say WW and the OM are back on. She reopened her FB and Pintrest accounts. She of course is now not listed as married and trailer park boy is her new friend. Imagine that.
Right now I can feel my blood boiling!!! Needless to say, I will get no sleep and the bit that I do will of course be interrupted by nightmares. I can make it through this, I can. I wish I could detach on this but my mind goes wild. Just need to stick with my plan, continue to detach. I knew this was coming but it does not hurt any less.
What I don't really understand is she is a smart woman. This guy is not educated, is 38 and does not have a place of his own, hangs out in bars and with druggies, and has a job like a high school kid? WTF why was I sooooo incredibly bad that she moved on to something like that?? She is going to have to support his broke a$$ while he drinks away his any money he has and can scam off her. It also kills me he will be around my kids!!!
I really need to step back and avoid any contact with her in order not to explode. This is not going to be easy. 180 she would expect me to confront her on this... I am not going to do it.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF sorry I can't really even think straight right not.
Regardless, I am not going to react. I am not going to say anything, I need to work on me. Question is how can I work on me when I feel like killing him and then taking a warm bath with a razor. No I am not going to do anything like that, but I certainly feel like it.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16
