Baby steps

[Painter]

Thank you, Mutatio. I'm sorry she is not even cordial to you. Rudeness really ticks me off, it is so unnecessary. We just have to continue to be faithful to our own values and standards.

H has expressed that over the years my unhappiness, or rather dissatisfaction/longing for more connection, has made him feel hopeless about the M. I feel bad about that. I also feel bad that he has the attitude (and he has said this straight out many times) that a R should not require any effort or work. He feels that if it's not right just as it is, it's better to move on. I think this is the reason I'm wife #5.

I had a good session with the MC today (H didn't want to come anymore). She urged me to get back into writing. I can tell I have more creativity bubbling up these days.