Instead of "moving on" figure out how to "move forward" How do you become a person only a fool would leave?
I Really do not know the answer to this.
I feel like I'm just trying to get through day to day life and raise my kids well and that I am drained and exhausted. I am nice to other people. I am a good mother. I do well in my job. I have been very tired and sad lately. Not much fun.