Still NC - Who is Thornton?

[daybyday]

OMG! I am feeling the same way tonight. I did the gym too. (cue Twilight Zone music) I know I created some of this mess but I too am having a hard time looking at WAW tonight. The rejection feeling is strong tonight. Makes the pain go deep down inside. Feels much better than despair. Every angry day helps up move forward. Playing victim is not great for us but being lied to and sneaking behind the back of your S is low, I dont care if you are unhappy. I love and adore My WAW and would do anything to keep her but my inner dialogue asks the question, do you really want her? and why?

Not wrong at all at this point. When we get "there" we won't even care either way.