Anyone have thoughts on that? Trying to get stuff done and H is just making it very difficult but I really don't want to initiate a convo especially after I've been good about being dark and not showing any pursuing behavior whatsoever. I guess its easier to do that when you're not actually interacting. I think I've interacted with him indirectly through family and friends by making sure to sound upbeat and have some variant of a smile on my face.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
