Fo, you see I am not a masochist. There is a big part of me that often wants to say..

"I am unhappy with the situation right now. I don't want this for myself. In life I want a husband, a family, and intimacy. That's OK if you don't want this but I do. Therefore I am going to file because you backed out of this committtment. If things change in the future maybe we can reconsider. But right now this is not healthy for me"

I am talking to my dB coach next week. I know any IC coach like any family member and any friend would advise this.

I am very confused. Me waiting has financial implications as well as mental ones.

Would love people's advise regarding my post above regarding work.


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer