It is very tough P. It is also a roller coaster ride. While today is a good for me, tomorrow could be complete opposite.

This is the worse pain I have ever known or would want to and like I said today is a good day. Sadly I know it will get worse before it ever gets better, if it ever gets better. And for all that pain what would my prize be but to get my M back or enter a new M.

While I know I will be changed in either of those events, for the better or worse?? Some parts I believe I would be better, I will not repeat the past mistakes and would be able to communicate. However, some parts may be worse; how will I ever be able to trust WW again? How could I trust anyone again? Will I have jealousy issues?

That is what my WW has left me with and why I have so much work to do on me.

Me 41
W 33
M 2013
Suspect A 11/15
Confirm A 1/16
She moved out 2/14/16
Stepson 13
Stepson 16