Ojap's Story

[Ojap]

I think I have, Thornton. I'm gonna cold-turkey it right now. I could feel it coming on...

I've got work tonight...and IC in the AM. Should be able to regain some sense of self. It makes me really angry at myself. I've done well on this front for nearly a month!!! A month!! And...I was much better off for it.

Gotta regroup and understand that I CANNOT control her. IF she has had/is having an EA/PA....there isn't a thing I can do to prevent it. These are her choices. What choices can I make?!

Immediately:

Go spend a few mins w/ my girls before I head to work.
Do well at work tonight.
Breath.

Alright...thx for letting me vent