Your last words just ripped my heart out. Can't imagine my little girls saying those words (though it may be a reality in near future). Know that my heart/prayers go out to you...
Keep at it! You're not alone!!
Ojap M 13 T 15 D 11 D 11 D 9 BD #1: ILYBNILWY 09/2015 BD #2: W asks for S 12/2015 ---------- Currently: Limbo