Thanks NYGal, I understand the process and am doing my best to let it wash over me. I know that there is anger and resentment mad some have said frustration among other things in her own head... I know I have made good progress in re-finding myself that had got lost along the way and I need to keep doing it for me and my kids. I did have a hard day today with the thought of missing my kids half the time. Was out with them last night for supper and hearing them tell me they will miss me when they don't see me was heart breaking.
