Not sure where to stand

[Sparkls]

Ok sorry I"m having a girl moment and over thinking everything. We havne't spoken in a week and he's in CO have his "me" time. I don't want to interrupt that with this text as I don't want it to come across as me trying to force the issue while he's on vacation. I fear this is something he's likely to do as when I offered for us to pay for his plane ticket to CO (his friend offered first), he said it was me trying to be controlling.

Maybe wait to send it till he's on the plane ride home? Maintain NC while he's gone?
Thoughts anyone?