I wish there were words i could say to make you stop feeling this way. You need to think about how your children need you. Contrary to what you may think they dont need want your money they want and need you.
you have to believe that.
You also need to know your worth. You need to have confidence in yourself. It sounds like you are very good at what you do for work. Do you think that is just luck?
Every marriage can fall victim to these circumstances so easily, it happens all day everyday. It is a learning experience, and it is terrible that it happened to us, but we have got to move forward with life. Do you think your mental state is good for you, your kids, anyone? I dont know you personally but i do know you are not the person typing these posts.
Look hard inside of yourself. If you were to go all out in attracting your wife back what would you be doing? I am not saying that it will work but what would you be doing? Why would you not do that? Who knows what will come of you being an attractive happy fun loving person.
Dont get me wrong, I cried last night out of no where and it hits hard when it does. But I do know that if i am not working on enjoying my life and working towards personal and business related goals then i am just wasting time.
please really think about this.
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15