PP,

Thank you! I've been feeling broken like something was defective in me. Beating myself up for not being more solid.

It's hard because alot of my guy friends just simply move on after a break up. You know, the "alpha male" stuff. It makes me feel inferior when they see me hurting.

That stuff just seems so shallow to me. They never fully invest in relationship.

Perhaps I'm way on the other end of the spectrum where I over invest in my relationship. Probably.

I listened to "The Secret" on my way home last night. Not sure if you know about it, but it's the law of attraction. I don't know if I truly buy all of it but there was a chapter on gratitude. I will definately work on this, thanks for the tips.