Just stopping by to give you a hug. I know it is frustrating to hear them say or do things that give us that tiny spark of hopefulness,only to hear nothing or an "explanation" that brings us back down again.
It reminds me of when my dog is laying on the floor while I'm on my computer. As soon as I shift weight or stop typing, she looks up and wags her tail a bit, looking expectantly me asif hoping to do something fun. Then I go back to typing and she sighs and puts her head back down, kinda sadly.Sorry, but I'm a visual person....I think in scenes and pictures.
Anyway, hugs to you. That's why we are told to have no expectations. Its very hard, though,when we are also supposed to be watching for little positive signs. Focus as you can on what you are doing at the moment, stay in the here and now. I know, easier said than done! You'll be okay soon.
M-51 H-54 2D-27 and 25 M-26 yrs Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15 He moved out 10-3-15 D filed 1-27-16 D final 10-27-16
