I know I am not Mach and your post was directed to him. But if I may, go to the three things you know, gym, alanon and therapy. Start there. Instead of Goal 1 find out who I am. Try something new. Goal 1 find out who I am not. Interested in model planes... find a group. Oops that kinda sucked, 1 I am not a model plane guy. Go out and try new things. Do you like to ski? You live in a skier's paradise. Do you like to rock climb? When I did (a long, long time ago) I would have loved to visit CO. Do you like live music? and So on.
Use this time to rediscover who is Thornton... To me that is GALing. Find yourself Thor and having done that maybe she will then find you as well. If that is the case or someone else finds you do not allow yourself to be lost again.
Thor, I do not know you. I would not know you if I fell over you at an airport. However, reading your posts to others I can tell you have something very valuable inside you. But it could be overlooked if you are not happy because you allowed your happiness to be controlled by another. Find yourself my friend.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16
