Rednail, I'm very worried about you and your children. If you can't get away to talk to someone, then pick a time when he's out of the house and contact the Domestic Violence Hotline. There is someone on call 24/7 and they will listen and offer some advice and possibly provide assistance to you.
You and your children are the most important people in this situation and the stress, tension and fear of your h's temper is not a good scenario for any of you. You have to be the one to protect your children.
Please call the Hotline in your area. This is nothing to play with.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
