Bright, Depression and mlc go hand in hand. Memory loss is one of the "ingredients" of mlc. In my opinion, what your h is exhibiting is perfectly normal right now. So, you will need to watch those spreadsheets to ensure that what he's putting down is correct.
Bright, I'd like to hear more about you. It doesn't matter if it's boring or not, but we need to put more focus on you and what you are doing these days. It's time that Bright put herself first. Okay?
Enjoy your time at the vacation spot. Get some much needed rest and try to not talk about your h w/your friends. This is Bright's time away for some peace, quiet and relaxation.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.