Everything will work out in the end

[shotgun]

I'm glad to hear that you are no longer thinking about him 24/7. You do have a great life ahead of you and you are a very special lady who has something amazing in store for her. This year of hell will someday be less painful and a distant memory. I have thought so much about acceptance since you brought it up and I am amazed at how difficult it is. All of the other stages just happened but it seems as if I have to choose this one. We will break through that final barrier though and on the other side is a happy and peaceful life. All of this work that we are doing is for what is on the other side of the door. I am so thankful to have your wisdom to depend on and shudder to think of going through this without you.

So tell me about your plans for the weekend! Are you taking a plane flight to the US? Flights are cheap right now. You should probably wait for better weather though. Or you could go to Florida where it is nice. Just let me know though so that I can meet you there! No plans here. I have S13 and need to check with him and see what he would like to do.

Have a great day Rouky!