[BrightFuture]

OMG, thanks everyone, Job, peacetoday, tfish08, 2T, Lou, mleigh! You all made me cry. I’m trying to keep up with everybody’s posts too. I try to post as much as I can. It just not much time lately. And I also understand that everybody has the same thing… not much time to post. It is very comforting to know that my posts could be “useful” for some.

Peacetoday, I am absolutely intended to enjoy my weekend! I will not be staying at my vacation home thought. Some updates to follow…

tfish08, I’ve keeping with your tread too. I just need to find the time to post more. I do think that I’m doing good too… until I have these moments, you know. I’m able to recover a lot quicker these days though.

2T, we need to compare the notes, LOL. We have a lot of similarities in our stories.

Lou, don’t discount yourself, you’ve been giving some great advice to some folks here. And you are definitely one of the super stars here. You are able to navigate this MLC world quite nicely. I know that there are doubts and bad days, but you are doing great! I can see how much you have grown and learnt. It quite remarkable what you were able to accomplish. And I can see that there is a lot more ahead of you.

Mleigh, I read every one of your posts. I can relate to a lot of your feelings. You are questioning if this version of H is it, and if this what you want. I have the same questions, as my H seems to be keeping in touch and there is no known OW, but there is also no movement towards the other side.

Job, I are always the first one to save my @ss, LOL. I cannot even express how much I appreciate it. I did get my roof fixed. It cost me $300, including the tiles and some fixing on the loose edge tiles that needed some re-alignment. I think it was a good deal. About the memory issues… I think it has gotten worse. Is there any correlation between memory getting worse and any stages of MLC? Just curious. H seemed to be more functional before. Or, maybe it just my impression, since we didn’t have this much of “detailed conversations” (read texts and e-mails) before.

I don’t know what my plans for the spring are. I just go with the flow. I’ve been quite depressed about my upcoming B-day. I’m going to the vacation home place this weekend. Except, I will not be staying at the condo, since H is still there. My son and his GF are going too, and I assume they are staying at the condo with H. I called my mutual friends today and they told me that H’s brother (my BIL from here) is going to be there too. Wow! It will be interesting…

My mutual friends finally found a decent deal for me for the accommodations. I don’t want to pay a full rent on some of these condos, it is expensive. So, I was looking for a deal, and after a couple of failed attempts they were able to get one for me. My neighbor is going with me. She decided to go at the last moment and I’m glad that she is coming.

I have absolutely no expectations for this weekend, except for trying to relax and have some fun. I need some time off, as my work life has been quite stressful lately.