I do read your posts and I know that I should just say : hi, I have read your post, big hugs : just so you know I am thinking about you; lately my posting has become less, maybe because I really feel I have nothing to say that is of any value. I need to a be a better friend to all here.
Navigating this new path we find ourselves on is so challenging huh, it doesn't seem to make any sense until we reflect backwards and see how much we have changed and grown, how much we have learnt, grieved and survived.
I love reading your posts Bright, we all have a connection - our loved one has unexpectedly left us; mentally, emotionally and in most cases physically gone, no explanation, no reasoning and no telling if they will return. Your story, your posts, the highs and lows of Bright help everyone here, you support others with empathy and I thank you for being there for me through my own journey.
I am sorry I don't have anything wise to say, I leave that to those who are better with words and more knowledgeable about mlc and living for yourself; none of which I profess to being any good at. You are living your life as best you can and in a way you feel is right for you, you are honest with your posts and I admire you so much for the ability to be open.
{{hugs}} for you, keep posting and allowing me into your life, lessons are learnt from the most unexpected places.