She could possibly be trying to get at me but I don't know why she would want to. I haven't done anything to warrant a pissing contest.
I told her I didn't want her to go. That's about it.
I would assume she's feeling really guilty for leaving me in such a predicament, emotionally and financially. Our house is only in my name and I won't be able to afford it much longer on my own.
She wanted the house, I got it for her and then she bails. I cant imagine she would want to rub salt in my wounds.
But then again, I didn't think I would be here again either.
Who knows...
Ive been fantasizing about her coming back one day and me not caring anymore. I don't like feeling vengeful, its not who I am or who I want to be.
Maybe I'm just angry. My parents tell me I should be furious but for some reason, I still forgive her. I'm a sucker.
Honestly, she's not a bad person. I just think she has issues that she runs from.
But, you're right. None of what they say and only half of what they do.
