Thanks Thornton, Hi Grlonfr, I am in a good place. I am trying to enjoy each moment. I just came home from class, showered and hanging out with my son. I appreciate every moment at home and am trying to do that at work. It's a little more challenging there but will be worth it.
Zues wrote this on Fo's thread yesterday and it opened my eyes. He wrote "Remember- if you can't enjoy your life the way it is today...with your children, your gifts, your friends, your health, your freedom, your safety...then God giving you back your H won't change the fact you're going to be a miserable person." This is so simple yet brilliant.
This is where I have evolved to and it is due to the kindness, compassion and patience of you my dear friends. Be well and hang in there it really does get better