Need help. Threading water, must learn to swim.

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Hi broke. Thank you for the support. The earlier hug from D3 was the perfect remedy but also my biggest rope. I hate the thought of not seeing her everyday and how much of her growing up I will miss because she is growing soooooo fast. I know I'll have plenty of opportunities to spend time with her but it's not the same. It will all become regimented and that is not the type of person I am. I prefer spontaneity and flying by the seat of my pants. It drives my WW crazy (always has) but that's how I roll.

I thought about talking R or at least different homes separation today but resisted the temptation. Didn't see how it would help. LLike you I have some hope left, some days more than others.

Hi Trumpet. Thanks for the support. Sorry to see that your sitch took a downturn. I had more hope for you than myself. Thanks for the reminder of the many things I'm going to need to do. Always have been a procrastinator so perhaps that will be a 180 for me. We'll see what happens. Things have a way of working out for the best in the end or at least that's my new hope. Tomorrow is the time to start making it happen. Need some rest tonight.