Thank you all. I appreciate the encouragement. I'll bounce back, it's just going to suck for a while.

Someguy, if you are similar to me - definitely search for some of Mach1's posts.

There's one in particular that literally changed my life, no joke. I printed it out 18 months ago and keep it in my car. I read it once a day.

Now if I could just rise above my issues, learn from them and change for real, I'd be so much happier.

I'm fed up with feeling like this. And I'm fed up chasing a woman that I shouldn't be chasing.