Thorn, I just caught the most recent events of your sitch. I'm sure this hurts like hell. You're strong. Let yourself feel the emotions and then get productive. Do you exercise? Go push your self on a good run.

No matter the outcome you will come out of this a better man.

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done