Why do I feel like I deserve this from someone?

Ive been to hell and back for her. DAMN IT!

Maybe I'm just sucker for a pretty smile and an I love you, I don't know.

I feel so betrayed....

I want to get pissed off. I want to be so successful that she regrets this one day. I hate feeling like this, I really don't want revenge. I don't know what the hell I want anymore.

One thing that WAW always told me was that she was different than other girls. I know that's script, but with her I believed it. She treated me differently. I trusted her. Imso mad at myself for being so gullible.