I'm so angry right now. I got home and the house is an absolute mess. She told me she's depressed and spent all day on the couch. It looks like every possible kids' toy is thrown around. That annoys me but isn't what gets me angry.

She was dressed up more than normal. She had on perfume. She told me she was going out. I asked if she was going to do something fun. She said she didn't know and that she might go hang out with her best friend. It felt evasive. She had seemed honest until this point.

It took every bit of will power to not yell that I'm done with this BS and tell her to get out.
I don't know if this means I'm checking out more than I thought or if it's just emotions.

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done