Whoa.. Two DB legends on my thread in the same day. Things are looking up!
All kidding aside.. I understand, Wonka.
I've been working with IC on that stuff.
Wanna hear something crazy that I realized in IC last night?
Since I was 16 years old, the longest stretch of time I've been single is 3 months. 3 MONTHS!!!
No wonder I don't feel comfortable in my own skin.
We talked about getting me to a place where I am totally cool with being in or out of a relationship and how that would make me a much better partner.
I'm not much of an extrovert so of course this scares me. I dont want to grow old to be grumpy and lonely and chasing kids off my lawn with my cane. It goes against the grain for me but alas, I surrender. My way doesn't work.
I'm going to do what I have to do no matter how uncomfortable it makes me. No matter how much I b!tch and moan. I give up.
