Hope,

I hear you. WAW taught me lots of new things too and opened my eyes to culture, music, and the arts.

Growth is painful ain't it? But it's necessary. I resist it as much as I can but I'm slowly surrendering to what will be.

I hate FEAR. And I feel fear when I don't know what the future holds. Ive had some traumatic things happen in my life so I can be a bit of a pessimist.

I'm trying to convince myself that the worst has already happened. What can be worse that this? And if this is the worst of it, what else is there to fear?

Food for thought..