Thanks Feyth and 1313!! I am trying to remember that it's just a piece of paper.
Something good! I have lost 95Lbs (60Lbs since D-day) and ran a 5k last weekend!
We talked last night and it was clear that something in her fantasy has fallen apart. She was very angry before we talked and was out sitting in her car yelling and crying to someone on the phone. Once her and I sat down she was actually nice and very agreeable on our negotiations. She got a little upset at some of my questions about the OM, I only asked when he was coming back and would they be living together right away. I wanted to know if we needed to talk to the kids about it soon. She said he has no plans on coming back and that she is going to be living alone. This is when her watery eyes finally let a tear loose.
She got money from family for a deposit on an Apartment but it's not available until the end of March. I offered to buy her a ticket to go stay with him until her apartment opened up (It's hard to be around her anymore) and she said "No thanks, I can't stay with him".
So not reading into anything, something in her plan fell apart but that doesn't change what's happening between us. If he dropped her I am worried she will try to come back to me, how do I handle that? I am still working on disconnecting, GAL, and NC as much as I can.
