Your sense of humor is officially still there :-)! I think it helps to know what 180's you want to put in place to get stronger and get you up and moving. I think you have come a long way in a short time to knowing what you don't like and what you want to change about yourself. That is very positive! Don't be too hard on yourself because you are still early in the process. I feel like I finally had a breakthrough last week - truly putting myself under the microscope and seeing what I needed to change and I am 7 months from the bomb drop! My best advice is to try to do one thing daily to move yourself forward to your goals and 180's. I feel like I get even more sad if I look back at my day and didn't do anything at all. Then, it is a hard cycle of sadness to break. So, what can you do today to GAL, work towards a 180 or accomplish even a small goal (like start working out again)?
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