Why are you not reaching out to friends? It sounds like you are predicting a bleak future but you're not doing much to prevent it from happening. Don't be a victim.
Why can't you take the class you need to take? Does nobody in the city teach it except Wks mentor?
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17