Wanted to throw this part in that I think I do a lot better than I appear to you guys. Here is where I get to vent every thought I have that I don't wish to share with family or friends. Needless to say, I am so thankful to be able to share these thoughts and seek guidance and inspiration from well-meaning, smart people that are/have lived it and understand exactly what's going on.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
