Really, my mind was made up before the offer!! I cannot walk away from not knowing if h and I can make it through this and come out the other side back together. If there had been no glimmer of possibility then I would have really considered the offer, but reality is, it is possible so I am not done here by a long way.
If things don't work out and I decide its time to shut the door, then I can always go join in then, I am sure they will always welcome me, its kinda what the retreat is about -
I am still getting my head around this hypothyroid stuff but promise to look at what is involved in changing my diet - I am really not good at depriving myself of things I have come to love - I also know that is doesn't have to be restrictive, so I should not be closed to the idea of trying something that may help me feel better. So thank you kml and bttrfly for taking the time to give me information, I really do appreciate it.
Still waiting for my email from h, but in the meantime he has been texting with me most of the day, all light, just chit chat, I dont want to scare him off just as I am about to get an update from him !!
Thank you once again for your replies {{hugs}} to you all.
