Hope,

Hang in there. I'm NC too, its really hard to not wonder what the hell is going on.

Sometimes I feel optimistic (she must be missing me) and the next day I feel pessimistic (she is loving her new life without me).

Take a look at Pinn's thread. He was pretty much NC for a long time and his W is calling and saying how miserable she's been.

Just goes to show, I don't think its all rosy for the walk away's either.