Typing here has me thinking about why i feel it is all a bit much just now. The boys and i are doing really well and it is over 2 years since BD.
And i think that is exactly the reason i need to post now. I have shared aspects of my situation with friends and family - my family not my ExH - they too have just ceased to exist - not seeing or phoning the boys - their beautiful grandsons - sending impersonal christmas present cards.
I think that i feel as if i should be 'over this' by now, and to some degree have stopped talking about even the more extreme and bizarre actions and consequences that we are living with because i should have moved on by now.
I feel as if this is not a situation that you do move on from though, this has just become my new life with new circumstances to be addressed for the onwards journey.
So thank you to anyone who cares to post to me, i guess i am not sharing to the same extent in real life - and need an outlet here where others understand this kind of crazy.
