Still NC - Let's do the limbo pt2

[PigPen]

You're never going to get the answer to those questions Thornton. They may not even be true, or truth. You don't know how she feels on the inside, only what she's showing you on the outside.

Regardless, would you feel better if she gave you an explanation that made sense to you? Is there one? Is there anything you could hear that would make you stop and say, "Oh, I get it now. Whew, I thought this was going to be a rough ride, but I understand now."

We don't get that luxury. All we can do, and this is a BIGGIE, is grow to a place that we will be ok never having the answer to those questions. Grow is the key word there. The you that typed that last post isn't the man that will accept the lack of answers. The you that finally accepts the lack of answers is version of you that sees the world with different eyes, that feels the world with a different heart, and knows the world with a different mind.

Growing into that man is your spiritual challenge now my friend, nothing less, nothing more. And that growth only happens inside of you.

Sending you strength brother, we've all gotten our hearts ripped out here. It's how we patch them up and put them back in that makes the difference.

PP