I'm doing everythng I can to move on, my heart just won't let me!
Im going to IC, Alanon, DivorceCare, and taking AD's. I'm also reading books on Codependency and DR.
But it seems like she is just skating through life and care free.
It's hard feeling so rejected. I am willing to do so much for her, but she determined that still wasn't good enough to keep me around. How can I not feel deeply rejected?
Why am I so messed up and she's not? We were together for 5 years! I raised her daughter as my own from the age of 3! Her D called me daddy! How could she walk away and seem happier as a result????
