Still NC - Let's do the limbo pt2

[Sparkls]

It certainly makes you wish you could use people the way you've been used. Sometimes I wish I could be cold and callused. When my mom died, I was able to slip into my medical world and cope the best I could. But just when I was spending more time living and less time grieving, this sh*t happens. I don't believe in a god so it just feels like life wants to make this as hard as it possible can be.