Still NC - Let's do the limbo pt2

[Sparkls]

Agreed. After an hour long walk and 45 minutes in a hot shower, I'm just really sad that he can't see what he is really giving up. I was the girl who went through the worst parts of his life when everyone else abandoned him. I'm the girl who when he said he was unhappy, knew to call his best friend from high school. I'm the one who really honest to god love him the way you're supposed to love someone, with my whole heart, because of his flaws and his virtues. I was loyal and honest and kind and I got sh*t on for it. I'm not perfect but I did love him. And the kind of love I have is the kind you fight for, the kind that stories were written about. When did that stop? Why is he so scared of settling down, when his biggest life goal is to be a dad. Why does he feel like he has to do everything alone when I'd walk through hell with him. Why did I have to love someone who forgot he loved me back, all for a piece of ass that is crazy. He had so many crazy girlfriends before me, I was the girl that was different. I was the one that stuck by him when even his family didn't. How do you let that go!?